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3 Reasons Why I Wouldn’t Change My Child’s Autism

Salimah Jones APRN, FNP-C

isy bigA Tribute to Isyss

The beautiful girl featured in the photo is my 11-year-old daughter Isyss. She was diagnosed with ASD around the age of three. Like most parents, receiving this diagnosis was one of the most devastating experiences of my life. I became so overwhelmed with the feelings of hopelessness, worries about her future, her quality of life, and the ultimate fear of what will happen to her when I’m gone.

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Our Story….

Our story is pretty typical. Isyss’s development appeared to be “normal” up until around 12-18 months of age. This is when she began to show signs of regression, such as limited speech, poor eye contact, a strong fixation with certain objects, and withdrawal from social interactions. She would become extremely irritable when her routines were interrupted or when she was around large crowds of people. She often dealt with her frustrations with self-destructive behaviors such as banging her head against walls and biting the skin off of her fingers.

As time progressed, Isyss continued to display abnormal behaviors. During Christmas and birthday parties, she would open presents and be more interested in ripping the paper and shaking the boxes than playing with the toys that were inside. She was able to repeat words and phrases, but unable to have meaningful conversations. It was truly as if she was “in her own world.”

I asked God to Cure Her….
I’ll never forget the day I had a mental break down. I fell to my knees and cried out to God, begging him to please cure my daughter’s autism. It was the saddest, most desperate, and helpless prayer ever. I stayed there for what felt like hours, on my knees asking God for a miracle. I just wanted my daughter to be “normal.”

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God didn’t answer my prayer. Isyss still has autism, but remarkably she is extremely high functioning. She now enjoys social interactions, has intelligent and meaningful conversations, has no behavioral issues, and no longer does anything to harm herself. She has received years of intensive therapy, including speech, OT, and special education integrated into her regular classroom. She continues to have some learning difficulties, but she is thriving in school. During her last medical evaluation, her “autism was undetectable.”

We Are Blessed

This is a prime example of the work of our almighty God. His ways are always higher and his purpose is always greater. Over the years he has provided me with so many amazing resources that have helped my daughter reach her full potential. He has also showed me how to appreciate all the different things about my daughter’s autism that have turned out to be incredible blessings. Here are 3 reasons why I would never change my daughter’s autism.

#1 She Doesn’t Understand Racial Discrimination
My husband is biracial, so Isyss has grown up with family members who are Caucasian and African American. We have attempted to explain this concept to her but all she can see is “light skin” or “dark skin”. If you show her pictures of people who are white, black, Hispanic, etc., she can’t identify these races, because no one is truly the color white or the color black. A major characteristic of autism is difficulty comprehending concepts that are abstract. Her inability to distinguish these differences is one of the most amazing things I’ve ever witnessed. In her mind we are all just people with different shades of skin color. Imagine if everyone could view the world the way Isyss does? There would be no racism at all!

#2 She Loves All People the Same Way
It doesn’t matter if you are her mother, cousin, friend, or a complete stranger, Isyss loves everyone and doesn’t want to see anyone hurting. Whenever she witnesses anyone arguing, fighting, or someone getting into any type of trouble, these things truly cause her to become sad and emotional. Her difficulty with abstract concepts limits her ability to fully understand the differences in relationships amongst people. She has cried to me on many occasions after witnessing random children arguing or because a student she doesn’t even know was scolded by a teacher. I envy her ability to love and care for everyone exactly the same. This is the ultimate representation of how God wants us to love one another.

#3 She Tells the Truth and Holds You Accountable
Forget about not fulfilling your promise or keeping your word when Isyss is around. If you said that you would do something, as far as Isyss is concerned you are supposed to do it. Her brain cannot process when people say one thing then do another. She will also tell the truth no matter how painful the consequences are. I never have to worry about her lying about doing her chores or finishing her homework. If she didn’t feel like doing it, she will just come right out and admit to it.

I recognize that we are blessed and I thank God for what he has done for Isyss. I also thank him for the work he continues to do through Isyss. Having her in our lives is a constant reminder of his love, and I couldn’t imagine our lives without her being exactly who she is. I believe all people with special needs have a unique purpose, and I am hoping that this story will provide someone who may be struggling with some hope.

Here are some examples of a few resources that really helped my daughter with her special needs.

IPAD and Kindle Fire

My daughter learned how to read by using the IPAD. We downloaded interactive stories such as the Bernstein Bears and the Bible App for Kids, that would read to her and allow her to touch and interact with the characters. She began reading fluently at grade level when she was around 5 years old. Now at age 11, she still doesn’t go anywhere without her Kindle. She uses it to play games, read stories, and watch YouTube videos that keep her entertained and happy. It truly brings her so much joy!

Razor Tricycle

Isyss was not strong enough and did not have the balance to ride a regular bicycle. We bought her one of these razor tricycles and she absolutely loved it! It allowed her to still play outdoors with the other kids who were riding regular bikes. The children in our neighborhood who were her age also liked to ride it so it helped her fit right in!

Rocking Chair

Children with autism often have a need to self-sooth when they feel stimulated. This rocking chair helped my daughter to remain calm. I believe it is a great way to reduce some of the self-destructive behaviors she used to have such as the head-banging and finger-biting.


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About the Author
Hi. I’m Salimah Jones, Family Nurse Practitioner, author, and expert nursing career consultant. As the founder of The Nursing Guide I help aspiring and current nurses achieve success in their nursing careers. I have been in the healthcare field for over 10 years and have extensive experience in nursing education, leadership, and management. I had to overcome tremendous obstacles in my life to get to where I am now. I would love help you on your nursing journey. CLICK HERE to join The Nursing Guide Facebook Group and to connect we me and the other community members.

12 thoughts on “3 Reasons Why I Wouldn’t Change My Child’s Autism

  1. Thank you for sharing her with us. Your story is inspiring.

    1. Thank you for reading and I am so happy and humbled that you enjoyed it. God bless.

    2. Thank you for reading!

  2. Beautiful!

    1. Thank you!

  3. I was so happy when I saw your article. My daughter has autism as well and I always try to learn from other families effected by autism. I think one of the most unique things about my daughter is she is brutally honest, and musically gifted. Thank you for sharing about your daughter.

    1. My daughter is musically gifted as well! She is a very talented singer. It’s amazing how special and talented these children with autism are and we as a society should embrace them and the gifts they bring!

  4. Thank you for sharing your story. My grandson was also diagnosed with autism at the age of 16 months and now he is 10 years old and to look at him you would not be able to tell except when he has the occasional repetitive. He is gifted in the sense he has an amazing recall ability and love science. We should definitely embrace children with autism and their unique perspectives on how they interact with the world.

    1. Thank you Pam. I couldn’t agree more!

  5. My seven-year-old son Caleb has autism. And just like your daughter his is essentially undetected. When I tell people that he was kicked out of his neurologist office and his special class setting they immediately think it was because of something behavioral not because of progress. I always say to people who offer their condolences when I tell them that my son is autistic that my son is not sick nor is he broken he just sees the world differently than most of us and actually I think he is on a higher plane. It also amazes me his pure honesty and inability to lie and is so refreshing amongst humans. I also always tell people that if I could go back to the day before he was born and was given an option knowing now who I would receive I would not change a thing. I think my son is perfect. He is not disable. He is smart, funny, and gifted in so many ways. He is amazing and I love to watch him and learn from him everyday.

    1. Thank you for this Michelle I couldn’t agree with you more!

  6. Although I agree that my son is not “broken” or sick, I do wish that I could make his social interactions easier for him. He is 11 now and doing well, but there are situations where his autism is more obvious and it makes it difficult for him to fit in. My son is smart, funny and the most caring and considerate person I know, but I know the struggles he will always face ,and for that, I wish I could make things easier for him. Social struggles are real and can have a huge impact on a person’s self-esteem. That is what I worry about most as he enters the teenage years. I’m hoping that with guidance and a strong support system, he will get through it with few emotional scars.

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